Own it — Head out the window —

You might have to convince me that there is something better waiting on the inside for me to take my head from out the window.

I liked it better that way- anyway.

being out the way.

Everyone that night thought that they could get a hold of me and if you ever spent a day with me you’d know better to just get out my way. That i’m dead ass with the shits. I like things on my pace not to get confused with controlling. I’ve just gotten a knack for my own universal flow and i’ve been restricted so long I get a real kick out of playing along.. To the flow of it all you see. In my own world there’s space for me. Chaotic? well at time’s but it’dnt that better than being robotic. Really mutable and with the shits.

I’m really sweet when you get to know me I just hate hanging with the phonies. Which is why I never do.. anymore at least. So much better as the villian.. aren’t they really all the good guys anyways. Theirs a reason why people are the way they are & all the past couple years were such huge character development for me. I’ve been doing it all along.

I loved being a dancer didn’t fancy stripping too much but I’m damn good on a pole so good I didnt even have to show too much. Pat the head security at Foxxy Ladies loved me.. before you asked ofcourse he wanted to fuck me

• plays with her nails*

I remember every night he would tell me how If I gave him just one chance with his haitian romance I would never have to come back to this place. How he would lay me down fix me dinner keep me straight with fresh fruits and grapes while i’ll wait- for him to finish me like I needed a man to end it all for me. If I knew one thing about me is that I would be my own doing pursuing. I can be someones pursuit and in it all The only one i’m ever trynna wow is me. Do it better than my last. I’m my biggest pursuit. I didn’t need a dick to make some shifts. Even in the dimmest of lights- my head was always screwed on tight

So yea, I like to have my head out the window

playing it dangerous is really playing it safe for me

I thought I was doing the most but I was always doing me. A master of the dark arts and a master manuever in the shawdows. I can bring a lost soul back to life in the dark with nothing but a spark … nothing wrong with where I been positioned. Nothing evil about being good at either.

Strong enough to not let all this corrupt me

• Head out the window ; this is where I’ll be
• living life dangerously to most and sanely to me this is where i’ll be.. daring and courageously stepping out to places that most would choke up and never be seen — Where i’m posed to be .