NOT EVEN IN THE ETHERS
living room floor like night and day blues music to fill the gaps in space. swaying in love . Heels floating high above. . Most times I can’t get enough of this till I’m interupted by thoughts and thump
the real shit sets in
and I get to naggin and stuff.
Reminding people I’m not a dump.
A processing super being for your emotions and stuff.
so let me go ahead and address these thoughts that have been around me
*smacks lips clears throat*
*she waits a good 2 minutes staring at the wall before saying a thing.
CAN you please explain to me
what it is that’s gotten you so bent-
out of breath?
in a hurry as if you’d skip steps
to reach me — obviously
you must have something you want to say
I can’t hear the noise coming from your lips
uh — uh — uh
you trying to convince yourself you want more than something phyical but trynna fuck me in the ethers
it’s too loud
and I got something to tell you -
not in my dreams ether
must be smoking refer
did you think I wouldn’t catch that
you are not a cat with traps
a man of tricks?
I see through your shit
quit trynna thumb through my shit
nosey lil bitch
you sneaky bitch you
claiming things but showing up as different things you
- you thought you had the ‘fool’ fooled?
you might think im delusional and that just might be
but these voices in my head are not just me
-not even in the ethers
SUNDU YAMA-KORRO