A level of surity sizled in uncertainty. 12–11–21. 11:11
before I even begin. I want to thank you for accepting me and the many walks i’ve taken the many persons I’ve been and accepting me on this path of discovery. To the ones who saw that I never stopped serving you when I dropped the cards and picked up a mic picked up a paint brush and picked back up the Pen. You’ve seen me. And to me- I’m am so honored to have these gifts and to be able to transmit them in so many ways. It is all the sweeter. On the path to being really really good at many things, and I am no longer scared of transforming. I am thankful for the love that has been showed as a breakthough my own barriers and embrace living authentically and fully in my innate abilities. I was limiting myself before wanting to serve in ways that people were most comfortable or used to me sharing but that never benefitted me. I am not expecting everyone I know or knew to come along. Not everyone’s cup of tea more of an acquired taste- and I like that. Ultimately all I’m really here to do is be myself and that alone is revolutionary.. imean have you met me?! I’m starting to see very vividly that the presecene I carry is a gift. The wisdom that you hold being an anchor for the lessons and the roads you’ve gone is priceless. People out here need a you. People out here need a me. Each one teach one. I’ve learned from being naked and bare and I admit I was afraid to rid myself of these cloaks. To be completely bare is to say “hey i’m here” clothed or not you bring attention to those who you are supposed to guide. It’s more than anything you could ever say. Your vibrational medicine spreads many ways. Thank you for loving me in my silence. Thank you for loving me in my purity. To be clean is to get dirty. And to be dirty is to become clean again. Purity is more about the transparency than the cleanliness to me . I used to ache over the lives I’ve lived the bonds I’ve breaked and no more cause thats exactly what it took to step here. If I lose my (purity) in a bond and replace it with uncertainty then that is simply not where I belong. If I had to dissappear and play it dumb just so we get along. Then that is not where I belong. If I have lost my clarity trying to get you to see better then that is a tell that I myself deserve better. I began to see things about the people around me and myself it began to get really hard to be around those parts of myself- since all we are is showing others parts of myself. I began to numb myself anything to turn it off anything to turn it down I had to ask myself 10 years down the line what habits would the weed would the distraction and distortions create. What type of enviornment are you creating for your life force flow in. If you can nourish them and create good habits for them to flourish why won’t you?
why hold on to who your not any longer ? If its your brother if its your mother if it’s the house then step out on faith and get out. Thank them for showing you.
I was abusing myself, stealing from myself , lying to myself cheating myself because I didnt want to hear I didn't want to see. I was bombared with an overload of truth before I surrended I wild’d out. The abuse that was happening to me was also a direct reflection of the ways I was misusing and abusing myself. I’ve realized that there is truly only one way to go about this. To be honest with self. And in that I forgive myself reached a nu level of compassion for myself and everyone else. I’ve been the saint and the sinner- and i’m still coming out the winner.
I am not afraid to make mistakes or learn from experience I mourn the many bonds i’ve broken in the name of remaining an open channel for myself. I am so much healthier when I choose myself. To be naked is to be myself.
- not like anyone else.
- I’m here to live not stay the same change is inevitable for me and i’m really truly starting to find that way more than ok- for me this is the only way.
Yea I gotten insights and certain things have been revealed but when it’s time thats when it’s all real. Freedom might look like insanity might look like calmity even catastrophe. Might look like what no one else sees …
To be continued … some parts are not for others to see- and still showing up as me — bare and free
Sundu Yama-Korro
