1:01 entry.. It’s time to cater to me. To make myself A prioriy.
what has caused me the biggest heart break was the disembodiment of myself. Creating the space to be decieved. I see now that not honoring me and my needs has caused for my heart to pour and bleed..
Soft spots.
I wasnt even sure existed.. cause I could’nt quite get my fingers right on what was poking me and penetrating though me.. like a needle piercing the surface of my skin left days within
it can still be felt. Now that I know where the pin was pushed in -I can let it go.. and the release; can even hurt still you know.
But it’s how we choose to move after we have identified where the prick was at. I could beat myself up and be mad that after all this time I did’nt know where the pain was at..
But now I know. & now- I can let go.
1:11am
Sundu Yama-Korro